The song circling itself inside of my head

Replaying each word

The dizziness, overwhelming

The thoughts in my head

Drowning me beneath the fog

The unknown

I am alone

Beneath this vacillating uncertainty

The words fail to spill out;

verbally

Physically, each word falls down

each cheek, as the anxiety-filled liquid

wells up in each topaz-colored eye

"This loneliness is suffocating

these thoughts are burying me alive."

The sun shines through each gap between each blind.

My face appears dry,

yet layered with the moisture of my tears.

Each tear watering the seed of a new thought

A re-newed feeling of desolation

Each one, growing deeper than the last

The roots wrapping themselves around my body, my mind

Choking, pressing harder

The words will forever fail to be heard

If keeping my mouth shut comes so easily,

why can't I cut off my mind from these thoughts?

The reservoir has crashed over

Thoughts filling up each and every space, each second

that I thought I had to breath, now gone

Three words well over

The words I was dreading to hear myself say

"You are alone."